When did it all stop making sense?
18 Wednesday Jan 2023
Posted My mind Goop
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Posted My mind Goop
in10 Tuesday Jan 2023
Posted My mind Goop
inI don’t think about you as often
But I do as soon as life turns upside down
When I want a connection and don’t get it
I think of you
I hate that life slowly erases us
I loved you and I wanted to carry you with me till the end of time, thorns and all
Why shouldn’t I – only that makes sense
How are you? Would you one day wanna talk?
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Every time i remember you, I also calculate when was the last I thought of you
I’m afraid one day I won’t remember as much
Wouldn’t you wanna talk to me before that
Hug me once for the last time
Wish me luck on my way
I’d wanna hold you and love you
I wanna disprove why we were not right for each other
Can I turn back time or maybe change the future?
Would you still want that?
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Each time I think of you,
I fear it might be one of the last times your memories come back
What would it mean to not think of you
Or forget about you
What would it mean for my love
What would it mean for me to feel that love
Are you going? Going? Gone?
Love
Manik